I was looking forward to only working from 8-12 today and then they asked me to stay until 5. Okay, it only makes sense to work more than double what I was scheduled to work, THANKS. And why is everyone in such a hurry today?
I AM SO SORRY YOU HAD TO WAIT LITERALLY ONE AND A HALF MINUTES FOR A FITTING ROOM SIR, THAT IS SO UNCALLED FOR. AND MA’AM, IT’S TOTALLY MY FAULT YOU SHIT YOUR PANTS AND NEED NEW UNDERWEAR ASAP BUT DON’T UNDERSTAND UNDERWEAR SIZES, LET ME HELP YOU SUPER QUICKLY WHILE YOU EXPLAIN TO ME ABOUT SHITTING YOUR PANTS SOME MORE.
Okay, rant over. I had to let some crazy out in the form of all caps and sarcasm. People are just being extra weird today.
Back to work, at least I’m gettin’ paid.
Off to get work out of the way so I can go Salvation Army shopping later! This is my first time successfully wearing liquid eyeliner, but makeup just melts off my face and it will probably fade away soon. Whenever I wear eye makeup my eyes water like crazyyy and it’s annoying, so I know why I never wear it anymore. But hey, at least I still have a face….
Our basil is doing so well! We are picking some of it right now because it is flooded with fresh, delicious-smelling basil leaves that are ready to be used for our cooking pleasure.
Just googled “pictures of eaten face”. I found what I was looking for… LSD (or whatever the hell it was [just stick to marijuana, people!]) makes people do some psychotic, entertaining, absolutely terrible things. I’m a freak and always have to SEE the blood and gore for myself… This one did not disappoint. Creeeeepy. Plus I hope that guy is still alive…
Today is all about board games. Our goal is to play all of these games start to finish at least once today. Living large, my friends. Partyin’ hard.
Summertime, and that means the thighs come out to play. Thunder thigh appreciation forever. I should buy shorts that aren’t workout shorts though… And so many (more) dresses. I guess that means that I should start shaving my legs….. Nah.
Outfit of the day - Mid hair flip + comfy purple dress + first day off in nine days = a great outfit and a great day.
I’m always like “okay I’m near pistachios and they’re tasty so I’ll have a couple” and then in the blink of an eye, this happens without me even realizing. They are just too damn good.
They sell the weirdest shirts at my work.
I’m going to Vegas in a couple of weeks, so swimsuit shopping has begun, and so far this one is winning… I’m kind of seriously in love with it.
Yesterday at work an older lady came in and was asking if we had a certain shirt she had bought in a bigger size because the one she had was too small. Then she went on to say something about gaining some weight/sounded ashamed and I told her, “It happens to the best of us”. She then made a face at me like, ‘oh what do you know’, and rolled her eyes at me a bit. So I told her I lost 150 pounds so I know what it’s like and she went on to say how proud she was (a stranger, mind you) and it made me feel good. It felt best when she rolled her eyes at me because she didn’t think I was credible in saying that weight problems happen to the best of us. Situations like this always help me with my body dysmorphia issues. They help me not feel like I’m still 350 pounds.
It’s funny how when looking at the “BE FAT FREE” sign in the intimates section at my work, you can see Little Caesars in the background. It’s not so funny that Little Caesars is right by the apparel section and I have to see/smell it every day. Someone walks by with a pizza and I can still smell that (delicious) crap after fifteen minutes. Geeeeez that greasy smell lingers on and haunts my thoughts.
The internet is a whole new place when you start making money…
Uh oh.
Good morning, beautiful people. I haven’t posted in a while so here’s my face and some love to make up for it (that works, right?…). I have been focusing on me and not worrying about my blog but I want to post more frequently. And although I want to make my blog more about life and not about weight loss, don’t let this turn into faceblog2012, okay?
Also I forever apologize for being terrible at answering your questions. I never feel adequate enough to give advice or straight up even talk to people so there’s that. I’m working on it though! Anxiety be gone (or at least calm the hell down).
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The reason we struggle with insecurity is because we compare our behind-the-scenes with everyone else’s highlight reel.
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TalesFromTheToadElf has said this phrase to me repeatedly and it is a very true statement. No a single person I this planet is perfect, it is just that some are better at focusing on what are the more relevant details in life. Like living it and being content with who you are.
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